“What prayer looks like”- 05/15/21

She said that Vermont would heal me. I sobbed uncontrollably as I packed my things. I took a mental picture of the building as he waved goodbye from the window. A month of being told to ground myself- find meditation, take medication. Completely out of touch with my previous reality. I still don’t know what ‘prayer’ looks like. I find peace in nature and that’s what I told them. I sobbed packing up that room that had a view of the mountains. I said goodbye to that life I had been living and I guess I did a form of ‘praying’ on the drive.