“How I am enough” – 05/15/21

I lay in the sunshine and try to soak it into my body. I wonder if I’ll ever fully love another partner. If I’ll ever be completely accepted by someone. I lay there wondering. I feel the damp grass soak into my clothes, wishing I was completely submerged in water. Am I enough? Is my baggage too much for another person to accept? How I am enough- these answers I still don’t have to the question that ruminants in my head. I feel the burn of the sun that I craved all winter. Laying in the grass, making friends with the ants.